hapus

helaian yang ada boleh dibakar,

biar ia terhapus,

untuk selamanya,

tidak boleh bersama.

memori yang ada?

tak terhapus.

andai boleh dibakar,

akanku bakar.

biar ia terbang bersama angin lalu,

entah ke mana,

tak berdestinasi,

seperti kita berdua.

tidak kelihatan jalan hujungnya.

a.s, 0252hrs 10062020

berbeza

entah untuk kali ke berapa,
aku berputus asa,
untuk kita berdua.
apa yang kau rasa,
dan apa yang aku rasa,
mungkin keduanya berbeza,
dan tak serupa.

- a.s. 0431hrs, 08062020

truth

i guess i misread you.
your act,
your gestures.
maybe i was hallucinating,
maybe i was imagining things,
between us,
you and me.
the truth is,
i was never the one.
- a.s.
0159 hrs, 270520

unspoken

everyone else knows about it.
we knew it too.
hidden feelings for each other,
since forever,
since our eyes met each other.
it remains unspoken,
but should it remain unspoken?

- a.s.

0657hrs, 200520

numb

that numb feeling,
it's still here.
it's still the same.
hurting.
the way it is,
since the day,
i left you.

a.s. 0143hrs 011219