badly

I was actually hurt,
badly,
by your actions.
Even the slightest sad song,
could make me cry a river.
But,
was it your fault,
or was it mine?
going through the phase was not easy
it was never easy
so
stop doing what you did to me to others
that's it.
that's what makes me scared to fall for someone new.
the phase of heartbreak
was terrifying
i don't even wanna go through that again
tried forgetting you.
badly.
but i can't.
trying to move on,
but it was hard.

2.37 a.m.

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kenapa

Kenapa?
Kenapa meluahkan,
Apa yang terpendam.
Kerna itu,
Yang memisahkan,
Kita berdua
Yang dahulu akrab
Bisa berbual apa saja.
Kini,
Hanya setakat bertegur sapa.
Itu pun bukannya mesra.
Sekadar menegur teman lama,
Supaya tidak dicop sombong,
Atau melupakan.

1.34 a.m.

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takut

Takut.
Aku takut bersama.
Jika ditinggalkan,
Hendak memberi reaksi apa?
Hendak berduka berapa lama?
Jauh fikiranku pergi,
Mengandaikan apa akan terjadi,
Jika kita bersama.

1.34 a.m.

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andai

Andai satu hari aku di posisi dia,
Yang aku sakiti tanpa sedar,
Satu waktu dulu.
Disakiti oleh pihak yang lain,
Apa yang harus aku lakukan?
Mendiam?
Pasrah?
Berpisah?
Dunia ini berputar.
Andai bukan hari ini terjadi,
Pasti esok menunggu.

1.34 a.m.

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stronger

That same feeling comes again
After years
With a different person
But with the same reason
That broke me into pieces

But I'll come back stronger
And I'll collect all of those pieces back
On my own
Without anyone besides me
Because at that time
I am stronger than before

And at that time
I will not let myself getting fooled by you
Or even getting myself affected by your words

the wh-s

why did you even say all those words?
when you don't even mean it.
what's your real intention
of giving hopes,
a fake one maybe?
why did you even care?
when you shouldn't at the first place.

bukan siapa-siapa

dan masihkah kau belum sedar?

bahawa kau bukan siapa-siapa.

tiada hubungan,
mahupun kaitan.
bila,
bila kau ingin bangun dari mimpi indah ini?
mimpi indah,
yang kau mengharapkan kau seseorang yang penting dalam hidupnya.
walhal kau sedar,
faktanya,
kau bukan siapa-siapa.

azyan, 240618, 2348

phase

i know that this is just a phase
as you're lonely and you haven't meet others
i'm just a temporary sidekick for you to fill up your time
but you'll move to a new place
and meet others that are better than me
and you'll end up abandoning me
you'll get through this phase without me
i know you will
like you did before

stop

He's not hyping anything about you anymore.
The sparks are not there anymore.
I think it's time to stop.
Stop thinking about him.
Stop looking for him.
Stop replying him.
And maybe stop the feelings for him.

-

so i think that i'm already over you.
i hope you're happy now.
with who ever you are with.
i guess it's time to say goodbye to the feelings that i used to own for you.

-

whatever it is, that feeling is still there.
for you.
and saying anything about you,
about us,
hurts me.
and knowing that you're unreachable,
hurts me more.
one of my biggest regret was...

you.

azyan, 0407 070518

Diploma in Corporate Administration, UiTM

assalamualaikum and hi there :)

decided to do a blog post about this because during my days, I can't find anything related to this course or anything that explains about this course cus this course is kinda new in UiTM.

so currently, I'm studying in Diploma in Corporate Administration (DCA) or dalam bahasa melayu dia Diploma Pentadbiran Korporat. Diploma ni bawah Fakulti Sains Pentadbiran dan Pengajian Polisi and the faculty is located in Seremban. Setakat ni la. Dulu dia dekat main campus Shah Alam and if i'm not mistaken dia sekali dengan faculty of law but not sure bout that. Tapi after years and years, we got our own faculty in seremban! Together with us in the faculty is Diploma in Public Administration (DPA), Bachelor of Administrative Science and Bachelor of Corporate Administration and the latest addition to the family, Bachelor of Environmental Studies (BEVA)

• DIFFERENCES

So, i'm just going to focus on the diploma la kan. Apa beza DPA & DCA? Basically, beza dia, DPA macam nanti kerja under government (or smthg like that) and DCA more to private sector. Tu je. I guess? Idk there's no other easier ways to say it.

• FUTURE CAREER

Ok lepas tu, the future career of DCA is Company Secretary. But, wait let me explain this. This one is not the secretary yang kerja buat air, sambut tetamu or wtv like that ok? You could actually google more about this company secretary. Neh i know you're lazy. Let me link it HERE . Ok la patutnya tak boleh la kan link to wikipedia but nvm you'll get the idea of the job scope. It's more to a professional career la. But to be one, you need to take exams too for the license and in Malaysia, the license is given by Malaysia Company Secretary Association. The roles and duties? The link is HERE . Read, people! Read!

• SUSAH KE?

idk man. I'm currently in my second semester but I'm still alive & breathing so i guess it's not that hard. But! This course needs you to read, memorize and write more essays! For a pure science student like me, it's kinda hard for me to get the subjects as it involves account, statistics, economy but with the help of the lecturers and friends, you'll be fine but i'll recommend this course more to the social science students. 

But the most subject that you'll learn is more about management or administration subjects.

I'll insert a pic of the course outline for DCA down here. With a total of 5 semesters to be finished and if you're interested in pursuing the same course for bachelor in uitm, i mean, Bachelor of Corporate Administration, you'll be directly into the third sem of the study if I am not mistaken as the credit transfer banyak jugak la. 

This is my latest course outline from the year 2017. So in this 5 semester, the course description is the subjects that you are going to take for the whole diploma level.

From my experience, I enjoyed the ADM classes the most. Ohh and Law too!

Oh! Yuran.. Neh yuran uitm is the cheapest among the public universities. The first semester, tak sampai RM1K pun. Around rm7++ if i'm not mistaken. And for the following semesters, Rm5++. Plus, you could take PTPTN's loan and ada bantuan zakat gak untuk yang tak mampu.

I know most of the people (especially the straight A's students), you wanna take diploma tapi you rasa cam people judge about it kan sebab come on la you straight A kot. Pandai. Takkan amik diploma je. Yeah me and my friends went through that too! Ignore what people say about you. If your parents agree to your decision, pursue em. You are the one who's going to study, anyway. Not them. So, why bother?

Whatever it is, choose wisely and make the best decision for your UPU form! Good luck and all the best!

p.s : dicadss (diploma in corporate administration student society) social medias if you wanna see more activities of our student society 😉

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